Heart to Heart, for my listeners
I want to write a post to get you up to date on what’s going on with me. I am working on a new release called ‘Simple Beats’ which is a collection of my beats that I want to share with you.
I wanted to write that I am thinking of making this my last release because I start to wonder, I love making these little tunes, they may not be masterful, but for me they bring me so much pleasure. But I have to ask myself, why bother, why keep making this music and then releasing it on the internet, it isn’t making me a living and it doesn’t look like many people actually listen to my music, so why should I keep making it?.
I know it gives me pleasure, but what benefit am I giving humanity by doing this. I think I need to change my focus and place my attention elsewhere. I think I will develop more on my musical skills and becoming a teacher of music, and also performing music more. All the music I make, I can only go so far, I don’t know how to make it sound good, professional, and I don’t know that much about composition to expand on my ideas properly, but like I said, to me, it is enough, it doesn’t really matter.
So I just wanted to set the record straight for all of you. I want to leave my Soundcloud as it is, so people get the full journey of what I created here, but I may add tracks and maybe possibly hide tracks on there, we will see.
I want to leave you with this piece that is from the album, it is called ‘Walking’. It encompasses my journey on this website, through all the ups and downs, and my intention of walking away from music production with a peaceful resolution inside.
I don’t know what else to say, I am sorry if I have offended anyone, but I am the one to blame really, if I don’t have the belief or willpower to create a world out of this.
I love you all.
One thought on “Giving up Music Production for Good!”
If you read this post, don’t be fooled. I’m not giving up music production or composing music. It’s just how I feel sometimes.